30 weeks!!

How far along: 30 weeks and 2 days

Total weight gain: I haven't gained anything yet. I was in need of losing some weight before I got pregnant so as long as she is growing I am okay with it.

How much does baby weigh: As of today she is 4 pounds and 9 ounces.

Maternity clothes: I am full on into maternity clothes, I have quite the bump going on. I was fluffy before getting PG so I am sure that has something to do with it.

Stretch marks: I have them already from my first pregnancy (loss)

Sleep: nearly impossible. I just can not get comfortable.

Best moment this week: Seeing her again, she absolutely has her daddy's nose. It is so obvious in her u/s pictures its amazing.

Movement: Its like she is kungfu fighting in there

Food cravings: Rootbeer, thats about it really.

Belly button in or out: Its pretty much flat.

What I miss: Not getting exhausted just walking through the market

What I'm looking forward to: My husband coming home so he can be here for her birth (if he makes it)

Milestone: Making it to 30 weeks and knowing if she was born today, she is a decent size. I am sure she will have problems but she's strong. (she better hold out 9 weeks!)

25 weeks

Oh my I have been shopping like mad!! My husband has banned me from buying anymore baby clothes. They are just so damn cute I can't help it! On a downer, Tim is getting ready to leave in a couple of weeks which means I will be alone at home until he returns after the baby is born. It is scary to think that I have to go through labor and recovery alone. I have been through worse so I know I can do it.

On a brighter note, my little girl is moving around like crazy! She has a little personality already its amazing! I am so in love with this little person and I haven't even met her yet.


How far along: 25 weeks and 2 days

Total weight gain: Still only 1 pound gained but that flucuates depending on the day. I am either same weight or a pound or two heavier. I can't complain.

How much does baby weigh: As of 2 weeks ago she weighed in at 1 pound and 12 ounces according to my ultrasound.

Maternity clothes: I am full on into maternity clothes, I have quite the bump going on. I was fluffy before getting PG so I am sure that has something to do with it.

Stretch marks: I have them already from my first pregnancy (loss)

Sleep: Its difficult to sleep since she is getting so big.

Best moment this week: Feeling her kick when my husband talks to her.

Movement: She is very active, She loves rootbeer and salad!

Food cravings: Salads and guacamole

Belly button in or out: Its pretty much flat.

What I miss: Being able to bend over.

What I'm looking forward to: Finishing everything we need to be ready for her.

Milestone: Knowing that she is growing perfectly and is healthy.

Our Girl

Over Half way there!!

SO many things going on in the past month since I updated. I started my injection therapy which has made morning sickness rear its ugly head once again. However, now I am used to it and know how to handle it. Its just better to stop what I am doing and throw up already. It just makes me feel better.

We have gotten a lot done as far as baby shopping is concerned. Crib,carseat, stroller, pack n play, bouncy seat, bedding. All that is left for the big stuff is a high chair and swing so I will probably go get that next weekend. I have done a ridiculous amount of clothes shopping for her. She literally has clothes up to the size 4t and shoes. I cant resist!! I got her a baby pair of uggs! My living room is a mess, you can barely walk in it. My fireplace is nonexistant due to the large number of rubbermaid totes in front of it.

Tim is leaving in a few weeks so I have limited time to get everything prepared and put together before he goes since he won't be back until after she is born. I am still waiting on her crib to get here so hopefully in the next 3 weeks before he leaves.

We go to the hospital every friday so I know how to get there in case I have to go alone in the middle of the night or something. I know its really early but I am going to load up the back of my SUV with my hospital bag and the babies bag probably in the next couple of weeks. The only reason is what if I am at work or out and my water breaks or something. I dont have anyone here to get what I need so I have to have it all with me at all times. I am going to go to the firestation to have them put in her carseat next month to be prepared. I am so nervous to have her on my own I just need to have everything ready early.

How far along: 22weeks and 3 days

Total weight gain: I have finally gained weight, I am up 1 pound~

How much does baby weigh: as of tuesday she weighed in at 1 pound and 4 ozs, she is a big girl already!!

Maternity clothes: I am full on into maternity clothes, I have quite the bump going on. I was fluffy before getting PG so I am sure that has something to do with it.

Stretch marks: I have them already from my first pregnancy (loss)

Sleep: Its getting harder and harder to sleep at night, Heartburn and just being uncomfortable

Best moment this week: Seeing her on ultrasound again and seeing her grow and watch her play in there. She is so precious already!!

Movement: She is very active, She loves cheese haha and salads!

Food cravings: Rootbeer and cheese! Oh and salads omg I want them breakfast lunch and dinner

Belly button in or out: Half and half, its almost flat

What I miss: Sleeping on my belly.

What I'm looking forward to: Finishing everything we need to be ready for her.

Milestone: Knowing that she is growing perfectly and is healthy.

Appointment with Perinatologist at 20w

We went on Thursday for our high risk visit. I was so nervous not knowing what would be wrong with our daughter or myself. Everything was perfect!! She is wonderful and healthy and growing just wonderfully! She was even sucking her thumb it was so cute and we have a picture of her laying back with her hands behind her head just like her daddy does!! Tim thought that was very cute! She was grabbing her feet and tugging on her cord. She was sooo not shy about showing her goods again, so deffffff a girl!!

We have a cute pictures but I have yet to figure out how to upload them on here. I did a couple times but I have no idea how I did that. IF anyone can tell me how then I will add them.

Pregnancy is going well so far, no more vomitting except in the morning which I can deal with. I still have't gained any weight but I assure you that I will be soon and rapidly making up for lost time. I have such a huge bump, it look much farther along than 20 weeks.

I cant even believe that I am 20w along already, its just going by so fast and part of me just wants to keep her in there forever! All to myself with her little kicks and rolling around!

We are finally getting prepared for her now knowing that she will actually be a part of our home. I cant believe we are having a baby!!!

Wow Its been a long time

It has come to my attention that I have not updated for quite some time. I cant believe its been over a month. Honestly, I forgot about the blog since I have been so busy. This is for you BN.

Lets see, a lot has happened, we found out that we are having a GIRL!!!!! Her name is Fallon Rose. WE are beyond thrilled to be having a daughter! My Morning sickness is Finally going away. Its finally starting to sink in that we are having a baby after all these years. She moves now, not all the time but usually after I eat she starts wiggling up a storm. Tim is totally in love with the idea of having a little girl to pamper and treat like a princess. I am still working but looks like I will start to slow down a bit because of swelling in my legs which is no biggie. I will probably just see patients in the morning and desk work in the afternoon.

We are still a go for our move to NY in January. I am excited but sad that I cant set up a nursery until After Fallon is born. However, it gives me something to do until I find a new job in NY. I may just take a job as a RN in a hospital, less hours and I can work just 3 twelve hour shifts a week and be home with my daughter the rest. We will see when the time comes.

How far along: 18 weeks and 5 days

Total weight gain: I still havent gained any weight besides a few pounds back from what I lost in the beginning.

How much does baby weigh: about 5-6 ozs

Maternity clothes: I am full on into maternity clothes, I have quite the bump going on. I was fluffy before getting PG so I am sure that has something to do with it.

Stretch marks: I have them already from my first pregnancy (loss)

Sleep: I take a nap during the day and I am in bed by 9pm.

Best moment this week: Starting to buy things we need for our baby

Movement: Here and there, once in a blue moon a kick but mostly little wiggles here and there.

Food cravings: veggie party platters, yes the WHOLE platter haha!!

Belly button in or out: Obviously still an innie

What I miss: Sleeping on my belly.

What I'm looking forward to: WHen she is born!!

Milestone: Making it this far and finding out we are having a daughter!!

I made it!! I made it to the Second Trimester!!

How far along: 13 weeks and 3 days

Total weight gain: I have gained back 4 now so I am still down 8 pounds

How much does baby weigh: Just a little under an ounce.

Maternity clothes: I now have a little bump and cant button my pants, so I actually do need maternity pants (I could use the bella band but I dont like it)

Stretch marks: I have them already from my first pregnancy (loss)

Sleep: I take a nap during the day and I am in bed by 9pm.

Best moment this week: Making it to the 2nd tri

Movement: None besides gas bubbles

Food cravings: Pickles! ALl I want is salty food. Oh and crabs with butter and I dont even eat crabs

Belly button in or out: Obviously still an innie

What I miss: Sleeping on my belly.

What I'm looking forward to: Finding out what we are having so I can call the baby by name!

Milestone: Making it this far, its the farthest I have gone without m/c

Holy shiznit! I am 12 weeks!!!!!

YES! I Made it to 12 weeks! I am so in disbelief that this is really going to happen. My OB called me today and said, well we got your blood work in and all of your scans together and....It looks like this baby is going to hang around for another 20 plus weeks! I laughed and cried at the same time. He is so great, I am so lucky to have an OB like him who really cares that this is finally happening for us!

Things seem to be getting better, I am less tired and cranky haha. I am no longer bleeding! WOWOHOOO and I am no longer vomitting 10 times a day. I am down to just first thing in the morning and then nausea all day but I can handle that!!! I am finally getting a little bump and my husband loves kissing it and talking to it!

I am so nervous now because I actually have to start planning for a baby!!!

How far along: 12 weeks and 1 day

Total weight gain: I lost about 12 pounds but so far I have gained 2 back, so I am down to losing 10 pounds.

How much does baby weigh: I believe a little more than half an ounce

Maternity clothes: I now have a little bump and cant button my pants, so I actually do need maternity pants (I could use the bella band but I dont like it)

Stretch marks: I have them already from my first pregnancy (loss)

Sleep: I take a nap during the day and I am in bed by 9pm.

Best moment this week: Making it to 12 weeks!!

Movement: None besides gas bubbles

Food cravings: Oranges!! I must eat like 5 a day!

Belly button in or out: Obviously still an innie

What I miss: Sleeping on my belly.

What I'm looking forward to: Finding out what we are having so I can call the baby by name!

Milestone: Making it this far, its the farthest I have gone without m/c

The newest picture of our little butter bean!!

Well, I am diggin these weekly ultrasounds. Usually they dont let me see for more than a second because they want to measure and see if anything is wrong but today I got to watch it all and they even gave me a picture.

I had a really scarey episode last night with tons of bright red bleeding and cramping. My Ob had me come in early this morning to get checked out. The baby was measuring one day ahead of schedule so he/she is doing perfect. A strong heartbeat of 168, it was a beautiful sound. However the Subchorionic Hemorrhage is still actively bleeding so that means I get to stay on bedrest still! Ugh but its worth it.

I go back on friday to check things out and do my formal long visit with the OB. I wasnt going to do the NT Scan but my OB really wants me to do it, in light of everything going on. SO I decided to do it but I do not want to know the results because regardless this is our baby and nothing will change that.

I am still guarded in regards to this pregnancy, I know I have had 4 beautiful ultrasounds and the odds of losing this pregnancy is so small, less than 5% right now but I will not feel safe until I have this baby in my arms.

My intuition is telling me this baby is boy. I dont know why but I keep thinking boy, so we will see in the End of June what we are having.

10 weeks 3 days..I cant believe I have made it this far.

How far along: 10 weeks and 3 days.

Total weight gain: I have lost about 7-10 pounds depending on the day.

How much does baby weigh: I think about half an ounce.

Maternity clothes: I am wearing maternity pants for sheer comfort, not out of necessity.

Stretch marks: I have them already from my first pregnancy (loss)

Sleep: I take a nap during the day and I am in bed by 9pm.

Best moment this week: Getting to see our baby again, with his/her little arms moving.

Movement: None besides gas bubbles

Food cravings: Watermelon, potato salad

Belly button in or out: Obviously still an innie

What I miss: Still Sweet Tea and being able to stay up late at night.

What I'm looking forward to: Bedrest to be over.

Milestone: Making it this far, its the farthest I have gone without m/s